carrie slept over last night. noothin special we had a nice longg talk about everythingg and everyone and just how stuff is turning out.. then we got to hung out with my parents and shannons parents, some guy John.. or something. and my grandpa.. and they were drunk which made everything prettttyy amusing
went to mikes aunts today.. he was there for most of the whole time.. and joe and erin came too =) I survived but it was interesting. I guess. idk. everything is like normal - except we're not together.. we talk and joke and stuff and that's because we just CLICK me and mike just get along so good.. we have different personalities - but they like fit together. It sucks that things turne dout the way they did, and in a way I'm happy we broke up because 2 years with one person is a long long time and thats not a way to spend high school. I still have this feeling that we'll be together again someday. I've been with other people and I'm sure he has - but all that has showed me is that nothing compares.. which is fine.. it's normal.. i just know he doesn't feel the same way. which sucks.. but we can get along, and we can be friends, and thats definately a very good thing.. Also, he cleared up some disturbing news i found out the other night.. which makes me hate my one enemy even omre - and makes me want to laugh in her face because she'll never freakin win!! especially if she stalks mike.. no, that wont work.. I have plans to hit her with a bus one day.. if i can ever get my hands on one! lol jjjjjust kidding - i'm not a psycho.. but i really doo truely dispise this girl.. so overall today wasn't a total loss.. it's always nice to see mike once in a while.. after everything we've been through together its hard not to care about him.. and I do.. and I always willl..
Work was alright today.. nothin special.. it rained but we had fun! Me and Kelly and Ashley always have fun in the rain cause we're always working when it rains!!! Working from 12-7 tomorrow.. I just hope it doesn't rain again!
the new alkaline trio cd is good =)
Every Thug Needs A Lady-Alkaline Trio
"i know it's dark here, you know that i'm scared too
for some reason right now, of everything but you
right now you're all that i recognize
you know i came here when i needed your soft voice
i needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
now i wait here and sometimes i get one
it's nothing i'll forget when the moon gets tired
you are stuck to me everyday
believe in what i am because it's all i have today
and tomorrow who knows where we'll be
from here i can hardly see a thing
but i will follow anyone who brings me to you
for now, forever, for on and on and on
you know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold
kiss me once in the snow i swear it never gets old
but i will promise you i can make it warmer next year
you know i came here when i needed your soft voice
i needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
now i stay here, and everyday i get one"