what three people had an orgy involving farm animals?
hehehehe..
ANYWAY!!! things haven't gotten any better with my backstabbing friend.. i called and confronted her and that was the end of that.. we haven't talked since.. but I guess thats what we need.. I also talked to Mike... it made me feel a little better cause his story matched hers and stuff.. but still.. how could a real friend even put herself in that position? Think before you do things.. seriously.. and they say she didn't think till after, well oh well. that's too late, the damage is done.. The whole situation is just amazingly fucked up, but I guess theres nothing I can do it about it, or them.. I just wish I could get an "I'm sorry" or an "I totally regret it" But coming from the two of them, that has always been too much to ask. I wish I was strong enough to just let go of him and say goodbye and be done with all the drama.. but I'm not strong enough and I never have been, and I don't think I truely want to do that either.. Idk.. I cna't explain it.. it's a weird feeling.. I guess two years does that to ya..
Yesterday I had work and then me and Kelly stayed and hung out with these little girls.. they're so cute!! we went down the sslides with them and stuff loL.. then i came home at like 6 and ate dinner and then at like 8 I went for a nice long walk with Shannon... met up with some random Freshman in the middle of the street, *advice - dont get on the back of a bike and ride down hills with random 14 year olds, especially when the brakes on their bikes are broken..* anyway lol, a certain one of them, who I've known for a long time, gave me some very interesting information about my backstabbing friend.. ;) heh hehhhh Anyway.. me and Shannon talked about everythinggg andd It was good.. then we went back to her house and Jeff came over and we hung out for a little and thenn Jeff brought me home..
I'm kind of realizing that there are some people who will be there for you all the time, and some friends who would never hurt or betray you.. and those are the kind of friends that you need.. Even the ones you arent that close to.. there are just certain people you can always depend on.. and it's those people that make life worth it.. I dunno.. stuff is just so crazy right now.. and I don't want to go back to school =( It's gonna be one hell of an interesting year and I'm not totally sure I'm looking foward to it!! I have a few predictions for the year and I wish I could fast foward to see if any of what I'm going through right now is going to be worth it.. Something tells me that in the long run, it will be..
I'm kind of realizing that there are some people who will be there for you all the time, and some friends who would never hurt or betray you.. and those are the kind of friends that you need.. Even the ones you arent that close to.. there are just certain people you can always depend on.. and it's those people that make life worth it.. I dunno.. stuff is just so crazy right now.. and I don't want to go back to school =( It's gonna be one hell of an interesting year and I'm not totally sure I'm looking foward to it!! I have a few predictions for the year and I wish I could fast foward to see if any of what I'm going through right now is going to be worth it.. Something tells me that in the long run, it will be..
BUT yeah, gotta go get ready for work..
