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Aug 17, 2003

suurvveyy!!

YOUR NAME
(1) The singular boring question: What is your name? Samantha
(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? umm... Donald Junior - lol
(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? noope
(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? Idk - Shelley maybe..
(5) What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? idk - no1 really does
(6) If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? noo probably not i may change my name though cause it doesnt sound very super-starish lol

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
(7) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? i dont know - not really the traditional views
(8) Do you think God has a gender? sorta
(9) Do you think science counteracts religion? yeah
(10) Do you believe in organized religion? noo sorta? idk
(11) Where do you think we go when we die? Somewhere - idk though
(12) Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? no

HUMOR
(13) How easy is it to make you laugh? depends - most of the time pretty easy!
(14) What person you know makes you laugh the most? lol probably dave or jay or jackie esp when dave is drunk lol
(15) Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? ha yeah
(16) Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? yeah lol
(17) What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? underpants
(18) What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? recently? probably "life so revolves around birth control"

MUSIC
(19) Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? of course!!
(20) What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? idk
(21) What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? umm idk!
(22) What song(s) are constantly in your head? well right now lost and confused by lillix it
(23) What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? umm... right now? In A Little While - Uncle Kracker
(24) If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? lol i have no idea
(25) If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? lol - i do by 98 degrees

MOVIES
(26) What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? FINDING NEMO!!!
(27) Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? no way
(28) Who's your favorite Star Wars character? idk!!
(29) What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? lol umm the american pies! i never get bored of those
(30) What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? lord of the rings

FOOD
(31) When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste!!!
(32) What's your favorite kind of cheese? cheddar + munster
(33) What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? that I like cheddar cheese
(34) If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? lol probably
(35) Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? lol no but danielle does!! BAAAA! lol

COMPUTERS
(36) Mac or PC? PC
(37) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? not at all lol
(38) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? IMs
(39) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? lol yeah probably a little

THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
(41) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? lol not serioulsy
(42) What do you love most about the other gender? idk they're so easy to hang out iwth and stuff and not as 2faced as girls
(43) What do you dislike most about the other gender? theyre stupid and sometimes they dont talk or show emotion
(44) What do you understand least about the other gender? how they dont show emotion

CELEBRITIES
(45) Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? of course
(46) What celebrity's autograph do you want most? vin diesel =)
(47) Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? julia roberts
(48) If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? umm HILLARY DUFF! not looks - or personality - shes just so cool lol
(49) Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? uhh no
(50) If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? umm i don tknow lol
(51) Do you want to be John Malkovich? cant say i do lol

NUMBERS
(52) Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? smirk? lol
(53) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
(54) Do you actually know your Social Security Number? sometimes
(55) Do you actually know your IP address? what?
(56) Do you know what an IP address is? no
(57) Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? lol no
(58) Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? oh yes
(59) Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? yes and thats the reason i'm no longer taking math lol
(60) What do you think of pi? pizza! lol j/k

LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
(61) Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? no
(62) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? bad.. but i wouldnt go out w/him
(63) Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? going in blind.. or the 1st one.. whatever happens, happens.
(64) Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? lol sure why not
(65) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? no. i wouldnt do it.. too scary
(66) What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? emotional commitment makes it better.. too much drama w/out..
(67) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? if i was attracted to them - i wouldnt think they were physically unattractive
(68) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? some do some dont
(69) Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? sure
(70) Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? lol sure

POSSESSIONS
(71) What is your favorite possession? idk
(72) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? Idk
(73) How badly do you want it?umm id have to know first
(74) Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? nopeee
(75) How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? not long

HOLIDAYS
(76) Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? yes!!!!
(77) How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? i dont really like it - i want to graduate then i'll be done getting older
(78) What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? ummm tinker bell lol
(79) What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? lol no idea
(80) What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? I dunno.... none of them.... maybe one of the ones where gifts arent involved.
(81) There are currently no federal holidays during August- what one would u put there? uhh idk

MEMORIES
(82) How good is your short-term memory? fine
(83) How good is your long-term memory? okay i guess
(84) What is your earliest memory? I dont know!!!!
(85) What is one of your happiest memory? umm not sure lol
(86) What is your strangest memory? I used to have these dreams + i cant explain them - it was just all like dark colors and it made me feel sick and idk its just so weird - i know it sounds dumb but in the dream there was something about the way whatever it was felt - and since then i've had an issue with the way things feel
(87) What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? no clue

TEARS
(88) What movie makes/made you cry? umm bruce almighty made me cry
(89) What book makes/made you cry? harry potter!! lol
(90) What song makes/made you cry? faith hill - there u'll be
(91) What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried? lol um i dont know but its happened

THREE TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
(92) Would you like to be cloned? i think it'd be fun lol
(93) Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? no idk
(94) Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? lol right

THIS SURVEY
(95) Do you think that one hundred and one questions is too long? no... idk
(96) Do you think the one hundred interesting questions actually were interesting? sorta
(97) Are you sorry you began filling it out? no
(98) What question do you wish it had asked? lol um dont care
(99) How would you have answered it? sure

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
(100) When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? yesterday
(101) What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? nothing

Posted at 02:33 pm by huniegurl5
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soo tired!

I hate dreams.. sometimes they are so weird and u wake up and ur just like WTF was that!   like last night - had a crazy dream about mike.. eeeek

annnnyway  - friday I went to the mall w/Carrie + we met Dave + Jeff there.. that was fun (: we walked aorund a lil and then went to daves + then decided to go to the carnival.. so we went for a little while - but it was gay and it was like 5 so there was no1 there... so we left andwent back to daves - whichh was the start of a very interesting night - daves dad and brother had gone out so we were along in the house - so of coursee dave and jeff get freakin plastered - but me and carrie played mommy for the night and took good care of them =)    it wasnt that bad till daves dad came home and me + carrie were standing in his kitchen lkie - ummm right.

yesterday jackie came over. some shit went down friday night with her and i'm sworn to secrecy for life - though i'm not sure thats the best way to go about it - i cant and wont ever tell a single person. it's serious and i'm scared.. i dont think when something like this happens the best way to go about it is to pretend that it didnt happen. but thats what she wants + thats what i'm gona do.

me and brian made up =)

i'm think im kinda starting to like somebody that i probably shouldnt for a few reaons.. i dont knwo how he feels either.. and this brings me back again to my issue iwth not wanting to get too close to guys and all that stuff - but i think he'd be okay.. but for now we're just friends and that's good =)   i still can't get mike 110% off my mind - he's a good kid and i'll love him foreber - i mean 2 yers is a long long time t obe with some1 in highschool - and i'll always care aboiut him more than any1 just because of everything we went to.. now i'm not saying that i'm still obsessed w/being wiht him and stuff because i'm not - i am FINE with out him.. totally fine - just deep down inside i wouldn't mind another chance with him. idk - we'll see.. me and jackie had along talk last night about how things work themselves out - like u'll meet someone - and 5 years later u could hate them, love them, be best friends, or go through something crazy with them - stuff you never woulda thought about the weird girl who sat next to u in 5th grade - or the girl u met in middle school.. its cool though.. how different people fall into place in ur life.. i dunno - gotta go though.. workin at 4 today then sleepin over kellys w/her + krizia..

Posted at 01:13 pm by huniegurl5
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Aug 15, 2003

finally!

GOD! It's been a while - Havne't been able to write cause the thing was messed up. But it's back now so thats good =)

Lets see, what has happned in the past week..

Monday I went to Daves with Jackie Jay Evan and Danielle.. it was ariight - some stuff happened that I'm 99% sure I'm never going to live down!! lol~   Tuesday I worked.. Wednesday I worked and then I THINK Jackie came over.. So this week hasn't been toooooooo great - Yesterday I hung out with someone who i DEF shouldn't have - but oh well we went swimming and he brought me to work so it was ariight!!

Found out the Amandas hate me. That's wonderful.. so now I"m only left with my Lucky 7 girls on my list of friends lol - which isn't necisarrily a bad thing - all of us have lunch together =)   But the Amandas hate me for stupid shit.. stuff that htey got together and talked about behind my back - and decided to hate me together. It Sucks. Brian doesn't talk to me anymore either =(   I don't want to get into detail aout WHY they hate me. BUT I do know that they have no proof - got mad after the fact - and pulled most of this shit right out of their asses... Jaffa still talks to me =) so thats good.. Brian is whipped so he doesnt - and hopefully the amandas will get over this soon cause its SO freakin stupid..They not only make ME feel like shit and trash and the worst friend ever - but they're being ridiculous... whateverwhatever - cant let shit like that bring me down!!!

Still haven't talked to the backstabber - things are goign aright with mike.. we talk whenever we're both online.. Who knows whats gonna happen with that this year.. we're def. friends and that's def. a very good thing - cause if we hated eachother things would suck..

i have to schedule my road test soooon!! I can't waitttt till i can drive..

gott ago though - got things to do..

going to daves tonight again.. with jeff and evan i think.. me and dave are gona play video games lol   and it isss official - dave is the new guy BFFE! =)   he's a funny kid.. Jays cool too but we don't really talk - I could see us becomming good friends.. Jeffs good too, and he's going out iwth shannon which give him xtra points lol

working saturday sunday + monday (monday i'm in 10-10 AHHH that sucks)

Posted at 01:00 pm by huniegurl5
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Aug 9, 2003

grrrrimey

just found out some interesting information on a certain backstabbing ex best friend of mine.. which made my day because it showed me that she is infact PURE TRASH.. whatever little drop of respect I had from her after the shit she pulled.. is gone! thats always a plus LoL but i'm not upset about it anymore cause shes just disgusting!! I'm still not gona rule out the option that we'll ever be friends agian.. but like.. she's gona have to come up with some pretttyy good excuses and sorrys!!

carrie slept over last night. noothin special   we had a nice longg talk about everythingg and everyone and just how stuff is turning out.. then we got to hung out with my parents and shannons parents, some guy John.. or something. and my grandpa.. and they were drunk which made everything prettttyy amusing

went to mikes aunts today.. he was there for most of the whole time.. and joe and erin came too =)   I survived but it was interesting. I guess. idk. everything is like normal - except we're not together.. we talk and joke and stuff and that's because we just CLICK   me and mike just get along so good.. we have different personalities - but they like fit together. It sucks that things turne dout the way they did, and in a way I'm happy we broke up because 2 years with one person is a long long time and thats not a way to spend high school. I still have this feeling that we'll be together again someday. I've been with other people and I'm sure he has - but all that has showed me is that nothing compares.. which is fine.. it's normal.. i just know he doesn't feel the same way. which sucks.. but we can get along, and we can be friends, and thats definately a very good thing.. Also, he cleared up some disturbing news i found out the other night.. which makes me hate my one enemy even omre - and makes me want to laugh in her face because she'll never freakin win!! especially if she stalks mike.. no, that wont work.. I have plans to hit her with a bus one day.. if i can ever get my hands on one! lol jjjjjust kidding - i'm not a psycho.. but i really doo truely dispise this girl.. so overall today wasn't a total loss.. it's always nice to see mike once in a while.. after everything we've been through together its hard not to care about him.. and I do.. and I always willl..

Work was alright today.. nothin special.. it rained but we had fun! Me and Kelly and Ashley always have fun in the rain cause we're always working when it rains!!!   Working from 12-7 tomorrow.. I just hope it doesn't rain again!

the new alkaline trio cd is good =)

_{^{Every Thug Needs A Lady}}-Alkaline Trio
"i know it's dark here, you know that i'm scared too
for some reason right now, of everything but you
right now you're all that i recognize
you know i came here when i needed your soft voice
i needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
now i wait here and sometimes i get one

it's nothing i'll forget when the moon gets tired
you are stuck to me everyday
believe in what i am because it's all i have today
and tomorrow who knows where we'll be
from here i can hardly see a thing
but i will follow anyone who brings me to you
for now, forever, for on and on and on

you know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold
kiss me once in the snow i swear it never gets old
but i will promise you i can make it warmer next year
you know i came here when i needed your soft voice
i needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
now i stay here, and everyday i get one"

Posted at 10:09 pm by huniegurl5
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Aug 8, 2003

i can never think of good titles

Don't feel like writing.. Don't have much to write either.. so lets just sum it up with a few random thoughts..

Carries sleeping over tonight. I've developed a hatred for being alone

Went to the Palasades mall today with Carrie + Day and we met Linz + D there.. Danielle has a fasination with my boobs. I love it!

I miss Jackie. but we're making plans to go hot air balooning and that's gonna be CRAZY! =)

not looking foward to tomorrow.
not so sure it's such a good idea for me to go there.. but oh well.. i can handle it. I think. =(

gotta go continue prancing around in clothes from 8th grade till carrie gets here..

Posted at 08:33 pm by huniegurl5
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Aug 7, 2003

okay. so!

Helloo! Haven't updated ina few days caus eI can only do it from my dads lap top and he's been away!! My week has been awesome! starting with last friday.. saturday was great.. sunday I went to Kims then worked then hung out with Evan.. Monday the girls came over -> Jackie Carrie D Linz and Dayna <- and also Ryan Chris and his lil brother Matt came too.. which of course started crazy drama with Shannon. we got into a huge fight monday night.. but made up now. so thats laways good =) and another certain member of our clique didnt like it that the gyus were there - butttt yeah.. Rumor is that Jackie and Shan are talking again buttt never know.. could the Lucky 7 be geting back together? doubtful.. theres too much drama trying to be best friends with 6 other girls lol but tahts okay.. besides, me and D are on strike from the lucky 7! Tuesdayyy I was supposed t owork but didnt have to go cause of rain.. so nattttrually I was quite depressed cause i'm a loser and have nothing better to do!! lol but then carrie called and Me her D Ryan Chris and Matt (who btw, is 14) went to see Tomb Raider.. it was good! Of course III was lucky enough to sit next to the 14 year old.. which i predicted before we even went.. D tried to talk me into hitting on him but i was like - eh child molester? (speaking of little kids - i doo have a problem with picking up those under the age of 14. mreo on that later!) Wednesdayyy I had work from 10-4 and then my 5 hr from 430 till 930.. took that with Linz D Carrie ad Dayna.. then all 5 of us slept over Carries.. good times =) and thenn we were rudely awaken this morning at 1030 by ryan and chris.. ehh riiight lol NOT COOL GUYS!! but then we had a pillow fight and the guys went and got us Dunkin Donuts so THATS always a plus!!!!!!!! Then Day left at like 12 and me carrie and danielle went with chris ryan matt and matts friend to some guys house that ryans dad knows.. and he has a lake in his back yard with cliffs to jump off and a rope swing and stuff and we had so much fun! We only stayed for a lil while though cause I had to be at work at 4.. worked till 7 then came home and here i am! :) SO for the most part this week has kicked ass!

Tomorrow Palasades mall with Carr and Day and meeting Linz and D there
Saturday going to Mikes aunts house to lifeguard for johns party then work at 4 if i'm breathing

I say if i'm breathing because i'm not sure how this is gona fly.. I was nervous and not so sure if this was a great idea.. but idk - after talking to mike joe and their aunt and every1 i know.. maybe it wont be so bad.. I just feel weird and feel like i'm going to bring back feelings that should be kept hidden where they are.. i guess we'll just have to see on saturday.. eek!

NOW.. back to my problem with picking up random little boys under the age of 14.. it has happened FOUR times in the past week.. let me xplain them

ONE - met some 10 year olds last friday and gave them my sn cause they asked.. now they talk to me on a daily basis.. that day ended with them declaring their love for me

TWO - met some 13 year olds with Ashley - one who lives next to my gma in peekskill - who also, told me that they loved me

THREE - sat next to chris' little brother Matt (14) in the movies and D tried to make me feel his leg..

FOUR - was nice to some 11 year olds today (a manly little girl and her step-brother) and was stalked for hours after that.. and they tried to throw me in!

HELP =(

Posted at 10:42 pm by huniegurl5
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SuRvEy! =)

Name: Sam
Age:16

~~~~~THE FUTURE~~~~~
SCHOOL OR OCCUPATION: Not sure! Albany for school maybe or NYC.. occupation? no clue!!
PLACE TO LIVE: new york, or around new york i think
SPOUSE?: someday
IF YES, WHO? dont know yet!!
CAR: ehhhh not sure
KIDS: 2-4
NAMES OF KIDS: not sure yet..

~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~
KISSED YOUR COUSIN: ehh... lets ask Jackie! LoL
RAN AWAY: nope
PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED: what about seen? haha justttt kidding lol
BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: i dont know, maybe in like 4th grade lol
BEEN IN LOVE: yes... i'm pretty sure anyway, till someone proves me wrong, I'll just say Yes
CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes
WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: yeppp lol
BROKEN A BONE: no =)
DRANK ALCOHOL: hehh yes lol
LIED: yes of course
CRIED IN SCHOOL: yeah, every day? LoL

~~~~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~~~~~
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: yes
GOD: yes
KISSES ON THE FIRST DATE: hmmmm yes lol
MONSTERS: noo
HOROSCOPES: yeahhh
ALIENS: there has to be
GHOSTS: yes
HEAVEN: i think so
HELL: not sure

~~~~WHICH IS BETTER~~~~~
COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
SPRITE OR 7UP: 7up
GIRLS OR GUYS: my girls =) but sometimes there's too Much drama.. it kinda depends
FLOWERS OR CANDY: ehh depends.. flowers I guess
SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: clean shaven!! but scruff could be cute too.. it kinda depends
QUIET OR LOUD: in the middle
POOLS OR HOT TUBS?: hot tubsss
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunettes
BITCHY OR SLUTTY: bitchy
TALL OR SHORT: tall! very tall
ONE PILLOW OR TWO: 4?!
PANTS OR SHORTS: pants

~~~~~THE PREFERRED SEX~~~~~
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: smile.. eyes...
MUST- HAVE PERSONALITY TRAIT: sense of humor
BEST THING TO DO: just hangin out.. knowing that u can be together and do nothing and still have the best time
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH?: Hmm this kid at my uncles wedding
WORST THING TO DO: break up , cheat
BEST PLACE YOU KNOW OF TO GO: ehh i dont know..
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: EHHhhh Short but soetimes long hair is cute but not real long!!!!!!!
PEIRCINGS OR NONE: peircings!
EXPECT FROM THEM: good times.. making eachother happy =)
USUALLY WANT FROM THEM: to always be there no matter what

~~~~~THE LAST TIME~~~~~
SHOWERED: ehh 5 minutes ago!
HAVE BEEN TO A PARTY: Kims on tuesday.. but I was only there for an hour =(   Friday night I went to one.. and Saturday night was kind of a small get together of friends lol
HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: this past fridya n saturday nights ;) heh hehh
HAVE BEEN TO A DANCE: idk if my uncles wedding counts then saturday

~~~~~WHAT IS~~~~~
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: dont have one
PERSON YOU HATE MOST: right now? well I think if you know me you know who i hate lol
THE WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD: uhhh dont know
YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD: LoL idk dont careee
THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: hmm.. lets seee.. idk nothing like real good HAPPENED to me.. but i had fun today jumping off cliffs wth ryan chris carrie matt and D.. and then i went to work!! and thattss always fun! except for I broke kellys arm =( heh heh sorry! lol

~~~~~FAVORITES~~~~~
COLOR: red
MOVIE: FINDING NEMO!!   Save the last dance, 10 things I hate about you, How to Deal
BOOK: hmmm idk not sure
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: english i guess, spanish last year! :)
ON-LINE BUD(S): ehh idk sarah maybe? lol
JUICE: pink lemonade and the purple twister!
PLACE TO GO WHEN YOU HAVE NOWHERE ELSE: jackies i guess.. idk
TYPE OF MUSIC: lil bit of everything
CARS: ehh idk   not really into cars
FOOD: PIZZA, Ravioli.. anything italian
ICE CREAM: hmm def. phish food!
SOFT DRINK: birch beer
SPORTS TO WATCH: baseball and football
HOLIDAY: christmas + my birthday
SEASON: spring + summer
POSSESSION: hm.. idk
BREAKFAST FOOD: french toast
PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: anywhere
PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR FRIENDS: anywhere.. the mall if im with jackie lol

~~~~~WHO~~~~~
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: jackie + dave and danielle definately! she's crazy! lol
MAKES YOU SMILE: jackie, carrie, shannon, dave
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: ehhhhhh   not sure.. cant answer that one right this second lol
HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: Guys!!! DEFINATELY!

~~~~~DO YOU EVER~~~~~
SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A CERTAIN PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: i used to.. but it never came.. SOO! I dont anymore!!!!!
SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: ehh on occasion
SAVE E-MAILS: sometimes
WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: I have... but right now I'm pretty happy being me =)   but then againn there iss a certain someone that i work with that I wouldnt mind being - hehe kelly knows who i'm talkin about! lol
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: sometimes, just so i could know what they're thinking!!
WANTED TO LOOK DIFFERENTLY: yes
CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: yeah i guess

~~~~~BEST~~~~~
SONG LYRICS: right now,
"Maybe I'd be better on my own
No one ever seems to understand me
It's easier for me to be alone
But there's still a place of me that feels so empty
I've been all over the world
I've seen a million different places
But through the crowds and all the faces
I'm still out there looking for you"
-michelle branch

COLOGNE: Curve, nautica but they stopped making it =( but someone smelt so good at work today.. idk wha the was wearin though!!
PERFUME: CK One, pink, curve
ADVICE YOU'VE GIVEN: idk ask people i've given advice loll
wallet: the one i have now
hairbrush: my tan one
toothbrush: My bright pink one!!!!!!!
jewelry worn daily: my 2 rings, my bracelet, my samantha necklace.. my hoops and another pair of earrings
socks: low socks or none!
pillows: my pillows
blanket: my purple fleecey one
coffee cup: my winnie the pooh one that day got me for xmas =)
underwear: my american eagle ones!
shoes: the LEI ones i stole from amanda   or my flip flops
nail polish: dont know i kinda like the kind i have on now
handbag: i need a new one
keychain: my bitch one probably
favorite shirt: hmm dont know
favorite pants: my stolen ones LoL or my safety pin ones
soap: herbal essence body wash!
cd in stereo right now: Michelle Branch, a burnt one, And Eagle Eye Cherry from like 7th grade lol

~~

1: Been kissed? yes
2: Done drugs? yes
3: Eaten an entire box of Oreos? ehh not the wholeee box
4: Been on stage? yes
5: Dumped someone else? yes
6: Gotten in a car accident? noope
7: Watched "Punky Brewster"? no.. lol
8: Been in love? yes

[Favorites... ]
9: Shampoo: my coconut stuff
10: Toothpaste: the one with the three colors... aquafresh
11: Soap: herbal essence
12: Type of soup: chicken noodle
13: Room in your house: my room, my basement
14: Instrument: guitar

[Either/Or.. ]
15: Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
16: Big or little? depends
17: Lace or satin? satin
18: New or old? depends
19: Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? jennifer love hewitt
20: Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? Brad Pitt
22: Jeans or cords? jeans
23: Sweater or sweatshirt? hoodie
24: T shirt or tank top? depends
26: Wool or cotton? cotton
28: The way it is or the way it was? how about way i want it to be? LoL
29: Oldies or pop? ehh pop
30: Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
31: Do you have a best friend? yeahhh =) i have a few

[In the last 24 hours, have you... ]
32: Cried? not in the last 24 hours! i'M doiNg GOood!! =)
33: Helped someone? i helped kelly pick up garbage at work after i hurt her arM! and i opened her car door for her lol
34: Bought something? dunkin donuts but i didnt pay lol
35: Gotten sick? NoPe!!
36: Gone to the movies? no
37: Gone out for dinner? nope! I haven't eatin dinner in like a week lol
38: Said "I love you"? nope
39: Written a real letter? nope
40: Moved on? in a way.. I guess
41: Talked to an ex? nope! i havent talked to mike in a few days. lol
42: Missed an ex? not missed.. idk.. I guess in a way, but not really
43: Written in a journal? Doing it now
44: Talked to someone you have a crush on? EHH! kind of not really
45: Had a serious talk? noooooooope!! sort of this morning with Linz D and Carrie but not really
46: Missed someone? yes. sort of
47: Hugged someone? yep!!
49: Fought with a friend? noooo

[Do you..... ]

52: Kiss on the first date? yeah if the feeelings right lol
53: Have a crush on someone? sorta
54: Eat with your mouth open? no!! i hope not lol
55: If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? ankle, lower back, chest.. dont know what though
56: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? kinda tanish
57: What was the last CD you bought? michelle branch
58: How did you spend last summer? hung out with mike and stuff.. this summer i'm just workin and hangin out with the girllllsss =) and i'm up to NUMBER FOUR!! so far - so good! lol
59: When's the last time you showered? like a little while ago
60: Are you tired? oh yes. very
61: Are you lonely? not right now.. no.. maybe a little but i'll survive! U cant get to lonely with the girls I hang out with lol
62: Are you happy? yes
63: Are you wearing pajamas? yep!!
64: Are you talking to someone online? yep! Sarah N Patrick
65: What are the initials of your crush/interest/ spouse? eh - or not
66: What is your astrological sign? gemini
67: What is the sign of your crush/interest/ spouse? uhhhh no idea lol
68: What time is it? 10:24 PM!

Posted at 10:24 pm by huniegurl5
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Aug 3, 2003

ick.. feelin kinda crappy

Hmmm.. Where to start.. ah yes - I feel like shit.. 2 nights of crazy crazy stuff in a row doesn't exactly do the body good.. it does the mind good though.. I'm happy =) I had so much fun the past 2 nights and idk, i feel like shits finally back in order. this is how it's supposed to be.. I haven't heard from the backstabber, yesterday was her birthday. ohh well! Sooo right, aboutt my last 2 nights..

Lets see.. Friday I worked from 10-4 cause I took some girls hours.. it rained the whole time and it was cold.. but it was fun! Ended up getting into a fight with Joe in the piss infested Kiddy Pool.. Thennn hung out with Ashley a little and went down some slides and stuff cause the park was empty.. it was fun.. Came home around 3ish cause of the rainnn andd then had to go to my uncles rehearsal dinner for his wedding.. That pretty much sucked but I got to see Leena and stuff and I haven't seen her for a while.. soo thennnn I went over to Kellys.. went to some kids house with Jimmy Stech Kelly Petty and one of his friends.. Not gona get into detail about that.. but I can say that at the party I attempted to freestyle, dropped perfume down a toilet - and i realized i AM in fact the best beer pong player alive!!! then me kelly stech and jimmy went back to kelly + jimmys house andd we all slept downstairs.. it was pretty fun.... riiight.. heh heh hehhh

ANYWAY

yesterday was my uncles wedding.. it was ariight.. got to hang out witH Jill + Chrissy. Jill (my uncles step daughter) has cute cousins, My mom was all like "GO FOR IT!" and i was all like - eh thats incest.. lol.. then I went over to Hunters anddd hung out with Jackie Liz Jaffa Amanda and Brian came later.. at first we were all just hangin outtt and then we decided to go on a lil road trip around 730/8ish.. soo me amanda and liz jump in her car and amanda jaffa and jackie go in jaffas.. we take a lil field trip over ot the Deli to see Brian... but we couldnt stay cause this lady was working with him.. so then jaffas like i gotta get the beer and amanda and liz are like we gotta get food... SOOO Me Amanda Jaffa and Jackie all get in Jaffas car and Amanda and Liz go in the other.. they were goin to get food and then go pick Brian back up at 10.. sooo in our car we all head over to RT.9 to tryyy to find main street in pK.. so first - we're driving down rt.9.. and all the sudden we're behind this ambulance.. well we look into it cause we could see in the back and there was this old lady jus tlaying there.. well kinda sitting. but she looked so nasty!! I swear shye was dead or knocked out or something.. So me and Jackie in the backseat start having an absolute heart attack.. screaming and flipping out - jaffa and amanda are hysterical in the front because they think its funny that me and jackie are like in tears.. but it was soo creepy!! SO finally we get away and we're drivin and we have to stop at this little creepy gas station in PK cause we can't get to main street! So jaffa pulls into a spot and he's like okay, don't talk to anyone. so natrually, like three cars of black kids roll up next to us and one gets out wit ha crow bar.. soo me amanda and jackie start flipping out and trying to rolll up the windows and the kids jus tlooking at us like 'whattt the fuckk'.. so jackie hops in the back and i'm hiding and so is amanda.. and jaffa comes back and was just like - woah - lol.. so we pull outta there and we're drivin to main street and we keep seeing like gangs everywhere.. it was kinda creepy...s oo finally we find it and go to a gas station and jaffa jumps out with his friends.. so we jump out too and run over to KFC.. realized it was too complicated.. so we ran across main street to Wendys.. Jaffa found us while we were ordering off the 99 cent menu.. we got all our food and jumped back in his car and headed to his house cause i was like 930 and he had to have his car home.. soo we get there and his mom jumps in and she finds iut that we're all sleeping at amandas and drinking and she's just like 'ohh i can't even.. ohh god.. "AMANDA NO HANKY PANKY!!!" who says thaT? LOL - jaffas mom does! so we get back to hunters- hide the beer in the back and thenn me and Amanda had to find a way in.. cause hunter wasnt back yet! soo the grandma lets us in or w/e and she was like creepy and flipping out so we were like - ehh.. so finaaaally liz brian and amanda come back and we're all just chillin in the back yarddd.. we had so much fun =) Me and Jackie fought.. I spent most of the night in the grass I believe.. We got an interesting game of Truth or Dare going.. heh heh hheh -- that stuff never leaves the circlke though!! i think we all got naked and ran around in the dark.. LOL. woah.. it was fun! It was good hangin out with them.. Soo finally idk at what time. someone started cleaning up and we all go upstairs to sleep in amands room.. brian and amanda owuldn't let me sleep with them - so i had to settle for jackie... I remember falling asleep or something and then the next thing I knew everyones flipping out and the Amandas were in the bathroom... then Amanda P realized that SHEE couldnt pee!! so for like a half hour we were trying to get her to go.. ohh god - classic times.. I think that this night was probably THE BEST night of summer.. It's gona take somethin crazy to top our night! =)

Anyway - gotta shower cause i'm freakin disgusting!! And then Kims party and work at 4 if Ihave to go in!

Posted at 11:33 am by huniegurl5
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Jul 31, 2003

soo...

Quiz->
what three people had an orgy involving farm animals?

hehehehe..

ANYWAY!!! things haven't gotten any better with my backstabbing friend.. i called and confronted her and that was the end of that.. we haven't talked since.. but I guess thats what we need.. I also talked to Mike... it made me feel a little better cause his story matched hers and stuff.. but still.. how could a real friend even put herself in that position? Think before you do things.. seriously.. and they say she didn't think till after, well oh well. that's too late, the damage is done.. The whole situation is just amazingly fucked up, but I guess theres nothing I can do it about it, or them.. I just wish I could get an "I'm sorry" or an "I totally regret it" But coming from the two of them, that has always been too much to ask. I wish I was strong enough to just let go of him and say goodbye and be done with all the drama.. but I'm not strong enough and I never have been, and I don't think I truely want to do that either.. Idk.. I cna't explain it.. it's a weird feeling.. I guess two years does that to ya..

Yesterday I had work and then me and Kelly stayed and hung out with these little girls.. they're so cute!! we went down the sslides with them and stuff loL.. then i came home at like 6 and ate dinner and then at like 8 I went for a nice long walk with Shannon... met up with some random Freshman in the middle of the street, *advice - dont get on the back of a bike and ride down hills with random 14 year olds, especially when the brakes on their bikes are broken..* anyway lol, a certain one of them, who I've known for a long time, gave me some very interesting information about my backstabbing friend.. ;) heh hehhhh Anyway.. me and Shannon talked about everythinggg andd It was good.. then we went back to her house and Jeff came over and we hung out for a little and thenn Jeff brought me home..

I'm kind of realizing that there are some people who will be there for you all the time, and some friends who would never hurt or betray you.. and those are the kind of friends that you need.. Even the ones you arent that close to.. there are just certain people you can always depend on.. and it's those people that make life worth it.. I dunno.. stuff is just so crazy right now.. and I don't want to go back to school =( It's gonna be one hell of an interesting year and I'm not totally sure I'm looking foward to it!! I have a few predictions for the year and I wish I could fast foward to see if any of what I'm going through right now is going to be worth it.. Something tells me that in the long run, it will be..

BUT yeah, gotta go get ready for work..

Posted at 02:48 pm by huniegurl5
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Jul 29, 2003

not really sure

Sooo It's been a few days.. I made it home on sunday!! =) Went to Jackies house and slept over.. she has really bad sunburn.. its like BRIGHT RED.. eek.. I'm glad i dont burn!! I don't have much time cause I gotta clean and shower and be at work at 4.. ick =( I don't want to go.. I gotta work late tonight and that sucks! Well anyway, yesterday me and jackie came back to my house and we were suppoesd to go to Daves to hang out butttt he had a baseball game so he blew us off to hang out with big sweaty guys heh heh heh.. I found out some interesitng news Sunday night by the way, which changed the way I feel about a certain someone who i THOUGHT I could always depend on and i THOUGHT she'd always be there (yes it's a girl) but obviously my feelings dont mean to much to her.. Just think before you do things.. I know she knew i'd be pissed.. and I am.. and I don't plan on speaking to her for quite a while.. but thats alright.. I don't need that shit.. I have Jackie!! LoL.. so sunday night was a pretty depressing night for us, we spent half of the night cryin.. but we made up for it last night =) After we found out Dave was ditching us for baseball (his life was in danger though.. lol) we decided to go see How To Deal at Fishkill (we had to go there because of some certain reasons that I'l keep to myself.. lol) SoOoo we went swimming and stuff and Amanda and Brian stopped by.. Amanda decided to come to see how to deal with us.. Girls night out!! =) We took some pictures in a sticker booth holding cigarettes so we could look like trash. it was great! Then we went to ruby tuesdaysss and had some interesting adventures.. we met a little baby named London.. that's a cool name isn't it? Thennn we came backkk and Amanda went home and Danielle slept over with Jackie.. Nights with Dan and Jack are always interesting to say the least...I'll keep the details to myself becauseee riiight lol.. But yeahhhh So then I went and got my nails done with carrie and now they're pretty =) anyway.. I gotta go get ready for work and clean my house and do laundry and all that fun stuff..

go see How To Deal
Unless you're Danielle and laugh at sad movies!

Posted at 02:23 pm by huniegurl5
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